Ready Get Set Go!

All the past few months/weeks of feverish training and re-training/practise culminates in the event known as ATEC stage 1 starting tomorrow.

Then its off to Tekong again midweek to round off the whole evaluation by this friday and hopefully some sanity is restored to all of us again.

Its unfortunate that there's a bout of conjunctivitis (sore eyes) around camp, praying hard that i wont get infected, but the show must go on!

I'm feeling really emo this week, i know it's a terrible period for her to be going through right now but i really need to focus and i can't afford to screw up at this stage.
I duno should i feel angry or sad at her lack of appreciation of what i have done, though i must say i feel like she's picking on me (perhaps i'm too sensitive), i shall try to be more understanding.

Its really a simple case of needs and wants, XXX needs this, but YYY can't deliver what XXX wants. The equation is imbalanced and trouble brews!
Every one of us is different and expectations/etc differs from person to person, i, for example, is terrible at pacifying upset or angry people. Haaa.

Feeling really tired too and probably you'll realise this already from my incoherent thoughts in this post, i wonder isit that i need more sleep or that i'm tired from sleeping??? mmmmMMMm

Rain Rain Go Away.

unlike some people, i dun really like the rain. Particularly the rain back home here in Singapore.
Lest u decide to think i'm missing Melb again, i didn't enjoy the windy cold rain back there too.haaa

Soaked to the skin for the past four days, witnessing the bunk getting flooded, slippers and pails floating around, i'm amazed i didn't get struck by a cold or something.

It hasn't been a good week, the rain, the criticism, the disappointment of not doing well despite trying hard, (or have i not tried hard enough?), i am gonna rehash my priorities this new year.

Its gonna be a boring xmas!

I Always loved the end of the year...
there's many special days towards this part of the calendar and all the more so coz its a time when we take a break by clearing our leave, go on holidays and all the festivities that goes on during this time we all know as the holiday season.

I've already been on TOO many holidays this year so its a good time to just stay domesticated and spend time with family these few weeks.
Mum's also nagging about spring cleaning so it'll be good to start taking out the trash after clearing redundant items from previous year(s) from my cozy little room.haaa!

After the crazy year comes to a close and we start the new year, i've already a whole bunch of things which i wish to do and get done for year 2007.

But its still earlydays for such talk coz i so wish to just spend the next few weeks seeking out the company of those whom i've yearn to see for the whole year but perhaps just perhaps for the next few weeks, these ppl might be free from their schedules so we can meet up and have a nice catch up before the end of the year.

Other then that, there's already loads of people whom i MUST catch up with so i hope i can accomplish this little desire of mine in time before the year closes in on us.

I'm grateful for the things that happen and i do reflect on the things that didn't occur very much to what i had wanted it to be.

Happy Holidays Everyone.

I'm a Chevrolet Corvette!

You're a classic - powerful, athletic, and competitive. You're all about winning the race and getting the job done. While you have a practical everyday side, you get wild when anyone pushes your pedal. You hate to lose, but you hardly ever do.

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

its been awhile eh?

Been a hectic month or so earlier,
Leopard 2 and Kocha Singha with the Thais, it was good to have a break from all those outfield that we were having.
Camping out at Sembawang Wharves now, its really erm...trying.... hahah
BUT what the heck, its only for two weeks.

So hang in there ERIC!!!

I'm pretty upset that my whole life has been so busy to the point i haven't got time for many other things in life.
Can't wait for Xmas and all the festive cheer to perk myself up! =P

Back to the Wharves in a few hours.haha
Almost wanted to do a I want or To Do list...
But it aint so practical when you're stuck at work most of the time eh?lol

Someone left the job.

Naming Movies must be tough work nowadays.
Check out the number of "The's " in this week's movie offerings.

The Black Dahlia
The Covenant
The Prestige
The Departed
The Guardian
The Oh in Ohio

And upcoming are
The Grudge 2
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre : The Beginning
The Santa Clause

Thanks!

For all ye faithful and sincere friends whom still visit the alien's rants about his life.
Thank you. =)

I'm heading back to the place where i once called home for two years.
Melbourne.
I shall embrace you once more.=)

how do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breathe without you
if you ever go
how do i ever
ever survive
how do i how do i
oh how do i live

当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次
我还停留
说不出口的感动
当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容
不论过多久
都让我心动

每一天在你的怀里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
不能重来
不愿离开
是永远都灿烂的爱

每一天在你的梦里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
so how do i live
how do i live
how do i live
without you

当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次
我还放手
没有一次
停留
当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容
不论过多久
都让我心动

oh tell me now

how do i live without you
how do i breathe without you

Continuously i've been outfield for the past two weeks, LCK, PASIR LABA, MANDAI, i'm getting jaded from all this.
This sunday would be burnt as well, FIBUA training, rendering me unable to spend a day with my beloved untill the coming saturday!
A whoopping 2weeks without each other's company.
Bleh.

I need a break from this.
Oct, Taipei. Hear me calling?