Ready Get Set Go!

All the past few months/weeks of feverish training and re-training/practise culminates in the event known as ATEC stage 1 starting tomorrow.

Then its off to Tekong again midweek to round off the whole evaluation by this friday and hopefully some sanity is restored to all of us again.

Its unfortunate that there's a bout of conjunctivitis (sore eyes) around camp, praying hard that i wont get infected, but the show must go on!

I'm feeling really emo this week, i know it's a terrible period for her to be going through right now but i really need to focus and i can't afford to screw up at this stage.
I duno should i feel angry or sad at her lack of appreciation of what i have done, though i must say i feel like she's picking on me (perhaps i'm too sensitive), i shall try to be more understanding.

Its really a simple case of needs and wants, XXX needs this, but YYY can't deliver what XXX wants. The equation is imbalanced and trouble brews!
Every one of us is different and expectations/etc differs from person to person, i, for example, is terrible at pacifying upset or angry people. Haaa.

Feeling really tired too and probably you'll realise this already from my incoherent thoughts in this post, i wonder isit that i need more sleep or that i'm tired from sleeping??? mmmmMMMm

Rain Rain Go Away.

unlike some people, i dun really like the rain. Particularly the rain back home here in Singapore.
Lest u decide to think i'm missing Melb again, i didn't enjoy the windy cold rain back there too.haaa

Soaked to the skin for the past four days, witnessing the bunk getting flooded, slippers and pails floating around, i'm amazed i didn't get struck by a cold or something.

It hasn't been a good week, the rain, the criticism, the disappointment of not doing well despite trying hard, (or have i not tried hard enough?), i am gonna rehash my priorities this new year.