more so a mere mortal like me? i guess only smarties have the answer...
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Saturday, December 25, 2004
merry Xmas?
firstly...i am damn pissed with M1...
i feel that the heartland ah beng Handphone shop has more sincerity and efficiency in helping its customers compared to a telco that just launched its' IPO.
i have been thinking..do modern women need the women's charter anymore?
with them being highly educated and financially independant..not to mention having higher income and well having secret stash of money...besides the physical aspect...what else do they need protection against?
in fact i would like to argue that modern men have much more to lose then women after careful deliberation and numerous thoughts of sexist remarks hurled at me..i stand by that statement..
imagine the days when the groom left the bride at the altar...haha..well..what happens if the groom is left with wedding expenditure chalked up and then left to pick up in the event the female species decides to make a run for it?
are men immune to emotional and psychological damage?not susceptible to mental anguish?
if we are not..why aren't we protected from all those squabbles and nonsense which we sometimes willingly tolerate? (too much of a 'good' thing proves to be true!)
are we also not capable of being physically hurt from flailing arms and heavy swung handbags?mighty foot stomps (note damage +2 with use of stilletto heels), what about bouts of ear pulling and chest slaps?kicks to the shin and the odd bite on the arm?hehe. =P
now that ain't abuse rite? =) thats a demonstration of love.... ( in no way am i condoning wife beaters)
martians and venusians, we both are so similiar in our needs and our responses as well..don't we all love and hate the same things at times? we guys might not be perfect..but some of us do try hard to be a better person....
i ain't perfect..i can't run, i fart alot and i say the wrong things at the darnest times.
but i try my best..provided i am well rested and not subjected to external influences...thing is..whos to say women are the fairer sex in this time and space?
or are there any ultra orthodox feminists who would like to argue for equality between men and women?if so..pls pls..grant men the protection and rights they are equally entitled to.
please stop assuming we are the stronger sex..for we are only as frail as each other.
merry New yEaR everYone!
i feel that the heartland ah beng Handphone shop has more sincerity and efficiency in helping its customers compared to a telco that just launched its' IPO.
i have been thinking..do modern women need the women's charter anymore?
with them being highly educated and financially independant..not to mention having higher income and well having secret stash of money...besides the physical aspect...what else do they need protection against?
in fact i would like to argue that modern men have much more to lose then women after careful deliberation and numerous thoughts of sexist remarks hurled at me..i stand by that statement..
imagine the days when the groom left the bride at the altar...haha..well..what happens if the groom is left with wedding expenditure chalked up and then left to pick up in the event the female species decides to make a run for it?
are men immune to emotional and psychological damage?not susceptible to mental anguish?
if we are not..why aren't we protected from all those squabbles and nonsense which we sometimes willingly tolerate? (too much of a 'good' thing proves to be true!)
are we also not capable of being physically hurt from flailing arms and heavy swung handbags?mighty foot stomps (note damage +2 with use of stilletto heels), what about bouts of ear pulling and chest slaps?kicks to the shin and the odd bite on the arm?hehe. =P
now that ain't abuse rite? =) thats a demonstration of love.... ( in no way am i condoning wife beaters)
martians and venusians, we both are so similiar in our needs and our responses as well..don't we all love and hate the same things at times? we guys might not be perfect..but some of us do try hard to be a better person....
i ain't perfect..i can't run, i fart alot and i say the wrong things at the darnest times.
but i try my best..provided i am well rested and not subjected to external influences...thing is..whos to say women are the fairer sex in this time and space?
or are there any ultra orthodox feminists who would like to argue for equality between men and women?if so..pls pls..grant men the protection and rights they are equally entitled to.
please stop assuming we are the stronger sex..for we are only as frail as each other.
merry New yEaR everYone!
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
IPPT and Merry XmAs?
cleared my ippt..finally...and as usual my mind got the better of me and my run was like shit..i hate the feeling tat i can't run to my true form. oh heck..i am gonna get fat anyway and whats the use?
my daily routine at 'work'
change to uniform..eat breakfast.
read newspapers..gossip and chat...
visit toilet. (daily business)
visit office..clear emails..which is often none to clear. HAH!
wander around the HQ block..trying to act busy.
prepare for nap.
nap....zzzZZZZZ
lunch..
chinups..
back to office..
missing someone.
either run or gym...and looking forward to booking out.
shower, change, grab my bag and run out of camp like a man who's not booked out for months.
so glad to be away from it all....delson from camp asked me to go zouk tonight..nah..not a chance..not with these people whom i barely know..i can imagine how left out i would be.
the hols are here.merry xmas every one whos reading this!
pretty soon i will be back in melb..and i can only imagine how heavy my heart and legs will become.
oh how i long for your touch...
my daily routine at 'work'
change to uniform..eat breakfast.
read newspapers..gossip and chat...
visit toilet. (daily business)
visit office..clear emails..which is often none to clear. HAH!
wander around the HQ block..trying to act busy.
prepare for nap.
nap....zzzZZZZZ
lunch..
chinups..
back to office..
missing someone.
either run or gym...and looking forward to booking out.
shower, change, grab my bag and run out of camp like a man who's not booked out for months.
so glad to be away from it all....delson from camp asked me to go zouk tonight..nah..not a chance..not with these people whom i barely know..i can imagine how left out i would be.
the hols are here.merry xmas every one whos reading this!
pretty soon i will be back in melb..and i can only imagine how heavy my heart and legs will become.
oh how i long for your touch...
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
the year end is nigh
its the time of the year...end of the year specifically.
hmmmz a time u wish to spend with those you treasure, those who are dear.
a time too...to catch up with people..whom you've probably tot abt once in a while..but are nonetheless always there.... those whom u lost contact with for awhile..and those whom are gonna be away for awhile.
lucky eugenia, got to know that she's leaving for a study exchange program to IReland...man are her plans cool... to travel to eastern europe after her semester is over..excellent..just when the thought of prague and eastern europe were in my thoughts too.
yet another duty tmr. its sapping the life out of me... and this attachment..the passion in work.
i try to find it in the men whom i work with...but they too are in the holiday mood. i just have to focus again...after the new year i guess. HAH!
i am scheduled for 3 more Duties again in Jan. will i ever see the end of this?i am too tired to bitch abt it now...stay tuned.
hmmmz a time u wish to spend with those you treasure, those who are dear.
a time too...to catch up with people..whom you've probably tot abt once in a while..but are nonetheless always there.... those whom u lost contact with for awhile..and those whom are gonna be away for awhile.
lucky eugenia, got to know that she's leaving for a study exchange program to IReland...man are her plans cool... to travel to eastern europe after her semester is over..excellent..just when the thought of prague and eastern europe were in my thoughts too.
yet another duty tmr. its sapping the life out of me... and this attachment..the passion in work.
i try to find it in the men whom i work with...but they too are in the holiday mood. i just have to focus again...after the new year i guess. HAH!
i am scheduled for 3 more Duties again in Jan. will i ever see the end of this?i am too tired to bitch abt it now...stay tuned.
Monday, December 13, 2004
i thought i would never say this
i used to tell others..be prepared for moments of low morale..in work..out of and within the SAF..there will be times..where you would experience greviances that are unconsolable...
ppl throw you their shit and they can't care two hoots..just coz i am not here to stay..coz i am just a fooking project officer here to do duty and finish reports some ppl did halfway..and expect me to pick up the mess they left behind..
what nonsense is this?
the worst ting is..no superiors around for me to feedback this to.
this is just one of those moments aptly described in the old chinese adage of "you've got something really bitter in your mouth..but coz you can't speak..no one knows how bitter it is."
how ironic.
theres no one for me to bitch to cept my self..where as usually i could count on my bitching mates..edwin!where art thou?
i feel so vindicated and isolated here..and what did i do to deserve such ostracisation?
i dun really care anymore..in two minds to cut my attachment here short..but the reason why i am staying is coz..i really need the money..now how ironic can that be?
you work coz you need the money..but the work makes you dreadful instead!
its been a while since i blogged..its not that i been too busy..but i been really confused.
is it just me complaining or isit something else?
i would like to think its not my fault..but what else can i do...after trying to speak to someone and no one bothers here at work?
i love to be optimistic and treat my work like its fun..but who ever said that must have been silly or he has never been through a job that makes you feel like you rather stay at home and starve to death.
alrite the money is good..n i ain't bitching the hand that feeds me..i just feel..theres got to be better things for me to do...find myself slipping and slacking....the environment breeds such behaviour...how else can you expect?when the unit is on LULL? or should i rephrase..LOW KEY!?
MY ASS===zobolan..but have to pretend to be busy.
ppl throw you their shit and they can't care two hoots..just coz i am not here to stay..coz i am just a fooking project officer here to do duty and finish reports some ppl did halfway..and expect me to pick up the mess they left behind..
what nonsense is this?
the worst ting is..no superiors around for me to feedback this to.
this is just one of those moments aptly described in the old chinese adage of "you've got something really bitter in your mouth..but coz you can't speak..no one knows how bitter it is."
how ironic.
theres no one for me to bitch to cept my self..where as usually i could count on my bitching mates..edwin!where art thou?
i feel so vindicated and isolated here..and what did i do to deserve such ostracisation?
i dun really care anymore..in two minds to cut my attachment here short..but the reason why i am staying is coz..i really need the money..now how ironic can that be?
you work coz you need the money..but the work makes you dreadful instead!
its been a while since i blogged..its not that i been too busy..but i been really confused.
is it just me complaining or isit something else?
i would like to think its not my fault..but what else can i do...after trying to speak to someone and no one bothers here at work?
i love to be optimistic and treat my work like its fun..but who ever said that must have been silly or he has never been through a job that makes you feel like you rather stay at home and starve to death.
alrite the money is good..n i ain't bitching the hand that feeds me..i just feel..theres got to be better things for me to do...find myself slipping and slacking....the environment breeds such behaviour...how else can you expect?when the unit is on LULL? or should i rephrase..LOW KEY!?
MY ASS===zobolan..but have to pretend to be busy.
坐在我身旁 你的心傷 不懂 我也不想
但你的眼淚 下在我心臟 回家的太陽
紅著眼眶 心疼 你的模樣 影子的悲傷 也變的更長
昨天誰讓你 受過傷 今天想要讓你 都遺忘
是你 愛你讓我變的更強 為你戰鬥永不投降
讓我照顧你 我要讓雨停出太陽
我超越我自己的想像 風雨刀槍能為你擋
讓我照顧你 讓你未來放在我肩上
新的冷笑話 巧克力糖 開始 為你收藏
最近連睡覺 手機也在手上 幻想著未來
滿頭白髮 公園的長椅上 你也許會說 一聲謝謝我
如果這一生 到盡頭 換你這句話 很足夠
是你 愛你讓我變的更強 為你戰鬥永不投降
讓我照顧你 我要讓雨停出太陽
我超越我自己的想像 風雨刀槍能為你擋
讓我照顧你 讓你失去生命也輝煌
但你的眼淚 下在我心臟 回家的太陽
紅著眼眶 心疼 你的模樣 影子的悲傷 也變的更長
昨天誰讓你 受過傷 今天想要讓你 都遺忘
是你 愛你讓我變的更強 為你戰鬥永不投降
讓我照顧你 我要讓雨停出太陽
我超越我自己的想像 風雨刀槍能為你擋
讓我照顧你 讓你未來放在我肩上
新的冷笑話 巧克力糖 開始 為你收藏
最近連睡覺 手機也在手上 幻想著未來
滿頭白髮 公園的長椅上 你也許會說 一聲謝謝我
如果這一生 到盡頭 換你這句話 很足夠
是你 愛你讓我變的更強 為你戰鬥永不投降
讓我照顧你 我要讓雨停出太陽
我超越我自己的想像 風雨刀槍能為你擋
讓我照顧你 讓你失去生命也輝煌
its been awhile since i blogged...busy...ahha maybe?well its been a lovely week..KL and back...my BiBi's birthday and mine..its been really awesome!i am having moments and memories to last my sentimental self for eons...would have posted pics of me and her..but i prefer to keep these memories private..and to all those whom are still keeping an eye on this blog..thanks and hey!merry xmas!
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