going KL

work is still pretty boring..
i lack the energy and sense of motivation to even do anything...an investigation report is pending..but i probably wrap it up in a day if i really want to.
booked my holiday trip to KL last friday...wondering wat to pack into the itienary besides eating, shopping and clubbing...

feeling lonely..bibi's away to melb...

life is really difficult when you have thoughts of saving money at the back of your head..it seems you can't enjoy urself totally coz u wld always have the urge to save nagging at you not to spend spend spend...
is there any way out of this state of mind?without burning your pockets?

update

two days at 2SIR

possibly the oldest camp in singapore since 1SIR has shifted to mandai.
amoy qwee looks like a typhoon hit establishment.heh

work so far has been-zilch
the entire bn is not around and therefore i guess i would take the opp to work out and get back my (supposed..was it there in the first place?) fitness..haha
feels good to run..

been a lazy week...i foresee another boring week ahead...need to properly plan my time around work...fortunately theres no requirement to stay in.

lets see how tings go at work.

+latest thoughts+
忘了那些痛 就让一切归零

for whom the bell tolls

arafat is dead, what will we see next in the Palestine-Israeli conflict?
The modern day Guerrilla icon, nobel prize winner and founding father of the PLO.

what do we have?bushy n howard remained in power...
in times of uncertainty, do people have the courage to make choices that have not been proven before?
seems more likely that they are inclined to stick with the existing system that is considered to be more 'stable'?

well at least its better then the nonexistent political opposition that we have here in sunny singapore.

work beckons on thurs, i hope my money lasts me till my pay day..which seems unlikely...

ouch!

i should stop playing basketball as if i am 18 years old..my back is aching and i was really exhausted!
gosh! easing into singapore climate...the rainy evenings have made the day more bearable..i remember the time when i got back from winter in australia and the blazing heat in june..whew!
that was quite someting!heheh

alritey...gonna start work soon on nov 18th..sighz...i am back people!
n very exhausted after basketball.

am i a pushover?

i wonder if i should let it all go...the self restraint that's been chaining the beast within me.
some bitches out there are barking at me...i lay silent, they think that they have the last laugh...mocking and grinning, thinking they broke me down with their words.

people become non confrontational for a reason. yet some people think that makes you a pushover and they can just walk right over you and laugh and spit in your face.
if someone antagonises you, would it make a difference to consider the gender of the person who did it?
must i display mercy on those who seek to exploit my inability and unwillingness for confrontation?
must i really make people feel pain before they would stop inflicting pain upon me?

if someone slaps you in the face and laughs about it...would you slapping them back and laughing about it make u any less a person?

is the best way to treat people is by treating them the way you have been treated?i wonder and i hesitate. do not even think that silence is a sign of submission and admission of defeat...
i would like to see who laughs the loudest come this thurs.
the bitches think they are smart...antagonising and piling on the sarcasm...
if you want to play the game, you betta be prepared ... there are no rules...