- 愛惜【あいせき】missing someone; loathing to part
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Saturday, September 25, 2004
i know the pic looks really out of focus..haha forgive the jittery hands of mine.thats the view u get from the docklands..nice wooden planks stretching the entire length of the former dock that is now a residential and fine dining area.good view of the city too at night. stoned like a rock and sick as a chicken man...its terrible to be down with the flu..it just makes u feel so darn rotten. and u miss everyting and esp the person u love most.wonder if u got off lessons.hmmm =) progress for the second essay has been really bad and all plans to complete it early has effectively been jeopardized by this sudden bout of flu that left with with a head that feels so heavy i thought i'm gonna bend over anytime and a headache so sharp the pain was..that i couldn't open my eyes..man..i'm losing it here..the battle against the bug..i think i'm losing it.just wish to talk to someone now...missed you.
Friday, September 24, 2004
PeOPLE!ACTION!PARTY!
ohmygod..
a sea of white..
an orgy of politically inclined minds..
at ZOUK?
this takes the cake, the lollipop, the toaster..watever..
i know the UV lights at zouk make white look realli cool..but with LEE HL?
ooh man...now i feel revolted at the whole idea...
PeOPLE!ACTION!PARTY!
but the 2cent question is...what did LEE order at the bar?
mmmmm
a sea of white..
an orgy of politically inclined minds..
at ZOUK?
this takes the cake, the lollipop, the toaster..watever..
i know the UV lights at zouk make white look realli cool..but with LEE HL?
ooh man...now i feel revolted at the whole idea...
PeOPLE!ACTION!PARTY!
but the 2cent question is...what did LEE order at the bar?
mmmmm
Thursday, September 23, 2004
eric are you from ACS?
alrite..thurs afternoon..just finished one of my major essays..more editing required but i am glad its gonna be ready by tonite..
was out for edwin's bdae ydae nite...edwin was this former hsemate tat i stayed with for a month when i first got here to melb.
woah...everyone there was dressed to kill..n mi being the typical teeshirt and sports jacket guy..stood out like a sore thumb.
he held his bdae gathering at docklands just like 15mins away from the city..its a really quiet place for apparently posh working class ppl...the prices at the joint CARGO. that we were at..reflected the inherent class divide i felt strongly once i got there.
so drinks..wine n finger food were the order of the evening...followed by generous servings of pizza which realli to me was badly made coz the topping kept slidding off the crust of the pizza..not good when u want to eat it..heh
small talk was made and interesting questions abt which school i came from began to ring out..raymond..edwin's brother asked aloud..hey eric..are u from ACS?
hmmmm strange..do i have the acs look or do i just look sia lan or do i talk like i got someting stuck in my mouth?
WHich JC are u from?
haha..oh i am from a neighbourhood school.i bet u never heard of it before..its ahmad ibrahim sec sch..i can imagine what might be going thru their minds...hmm...i heard it before...isit in jurong?no...its in yishun people..haha
and so i realised that most of the ppl who went were either christians or from JCs previously..haha..felt old amongst the young crowd but drinks always made me feel comfy coz they are after all the 2nd best companion a guy can ask for...
whats the best then?silly qn is tat not?
the gal u love which u hold...arm around her waist...now I MISSED YOU ..tat is the only companion tat i need..i can even give up drinks ..n tt i am not kidding..its been almost a month half since i last touched alchohol..and..hahha for me tats pretty darn long.i dun think i can survive one week or maybe less if i dun talk to nic...
did i mention that i was the oldest person there?and someone actually said i looked young?AHAH...golly...i wanted to buy the person a drink.but then i realised..i probably better off saving that money..hehez
was out for edwin's bdae ydae nite...edwin was this former hsemate tat i stayed with for a month when i first got here to melb.
woah...everyone there was dressed to kill..n mi being the typical teeshirt and sports jacket guy..stood out like a sore thumb.
he held his bdae gathering at docklands just like 15mins away from the city..its a really quiet place for apparently posh working class ppl...the prices at the joint CARGO. that we were at..reflected the inherent class divide i felt strongly once i got there.
so drinks..wine n finger food were the order of the evening...followed by generous servings of pizza which realli to me was badly made coz the topping kept slidding off the crust of the pizza..not good when u want to eat it..heh
small talk was made and interesting questions abt which school i came from began to ring out..raymond..edwin's brother asked aloud..hey eric..are u from ACS?
hmmmm strange..do i have the acs look or do i just look sia lan or do i talk like i got someting stuck in my mouth?
WHich JC are u from?
haha..oh i am from a neighbourhood school.i bet u never heard of it before..its ahmad ibrahim sec sch..i can imagine what might be going thru their minds...hmm...i heard it before...isit in jurong?no...its in yishun people..haha
and so i realised that most of the ppl who went were either christians or from JCs previously..haha..felt old amongst the young crowd but drinks always made me feel comfy coz they are after all the 2nd best companion a guy can ask for...
whats the best then?silly qn is tat not?
the gal u love which u hold...arm around her waist...now I MISSED YOU ..tat is the only companion tat i need..i can even give up drinks ..n tt i am not kidding..its been almost a month half since i last touched alchohol..and..hahha for me tats pretty darn long.i dun think i can survive one week or maybe less if i dun talk to nic...
did i mention that i was the oldest person there?and someone actually said i looked young?AHAH...golly...i wanted to buy the person a drink.but then i realised..i probably better off saving that money..hehez
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
happy is a funny word
more on today's blog theme later or when i blog again..
happy is a funny word...think about it..i am happy to see u, i am happy today, i am happy that it wasn't me who got a parking ticket..overused..ambigious..what truly constitutes happiness?
i was really intrigued by what i recieved in the mail today, a superbly revamped ON gOVErnmenT SERvice envelope containing lotsa love from my tripod bruther, Jon Fong.
i realli like the pink n fushsia dude!
just like how i like pink tees now!heh..show me some nice pink shirts people!
not only did fongster sent me love from spore..along with it was his ultra cool two cds, the tick's summermix and a mishmash of 'manly' songs. i checked out the latter bro..n it sounded really good. i dun know much about music n bands, but i know when i like the sound of someting and esp when it sounds good.
Y am i sound so angsty?perhaps i felt i been badly judged by others for my lack of enlightenment regarding bands n 'ang moh' music one fine evening when i least expected to be judged on this..much less a bad judgement..
does listening to mandarin pop or britney spears make u any lesser of a person?
or u deserve less respect coz i like to listen to sun yanzi ? hahaa n probably i can sing all of her songs if i had and wanted to?
i wonder if they knew half of things i really know about.
i say fooey to judgemental opinionated people!gimme the take me as i am NTUC auntie that sells 4D anytime, anyplace.
not forgetting wat i came to do, thanks fong!for the cd-r, u can be sure i be playing em on my lappie n i really like weezer- the world has turned and left me here.no bias coz of namesake
back to more JAy chou and essays..another 800words more to go..
happy is a funny word...think about it..i am happy to see u, i am happy today, i am happy that it wasn't me who got a parking ticket..overused..ambigious..what truly constitutes happiness?
i was really intrigued by what i recieved in the mail today, a superbly revamped ON gOVErnmenT SERvice envelope containing lotsa love from my tripod bruther, Jon Fong.
i realli like the pink n fushsia dude!
just like how i like pink tees now!heh..show me some nice pink shirts people!
not only did fongster sent me love from spore..along with it was his ultra cool two cds, the tick's summermix and a mishmash of 'manly' songs. i checked out the latter bro..n it sounded really good. i dun know much about music n bands, but i know when i like the sound of someting and esp when it sounds good.
Y am i sound so angsty?perhaps i felt i been badly judged by others for my lack of enlightenment regarding bands n 'ang moh' music one fine evening when i least expected to be judged on this..much less a bad judgement..
does listening to mandarin pop or britney spears make u any lesser of a person?
or u deserve less respect coz i like to listen to sun yanzi ? hahaa n probably i can sing all of her songs if i had and wanted to?
i wonder if they knew half of things i really know about.
i say fooey to judgemental opinionated people!gimme the take me as i am NTUC auntie that sells 4D anytime, anyplace.
not forgetting wat i came to do, thanks fong!for the cd-r, u can be sure i be playing em on my lappie n i really like weezer- the world has turned and left me here.no bias coz of namesake
back to more JAy chou and essays..another 800words more to go..
Saturday, September 18, 2004
its the holidays
yeaaah...its the hols again!
means more time spent at home frantically typing essays after essays so i wun suffer the same fate as my previous mid term holiday, stuck at home the whole duration ..what a holiday it was..i must have set a record of some sorts.heh most number of conseqeutive days i have stayed at home and not went out..not even to get groceries and stuff.
two 2500 word essays..
history of South east asia and another on WW2.
i miss my bibi.
its been two weeks.
and only one flower is not dying.
meanwhile time to soldier on..
soh visiting in a weeks time..i wonder if i can whip up two essays by then so i still have some holidaes left..but to do what?
probably to start on the final essays for another subject..it never ends..its just the beginning..
argh!
means more time spent at home frantically typing essays after essays so i wun suffer the same fate as my previous mid term holiday, stuck at home the whole duration ..what a holiday it was..i must have set a record of some sorts.heh most number of conseqeutive days i have stayed at home and not went out..not even to get groceries and stuff.
two 2500 word essays..
history of South east asia and another on WW2.
i miss my bibi.
its been two weeks.
and only one flower is not dying.
meanwhile time to soldier on..
soh visiting in a weeks time..i wonder if i can whip up two essays by then so i still have some holidaes left..but to do what?
probably to start on the final essays for another subject..it never ends..its just the beginning..
argh!
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
"There are better things in life than alcohol, but alcohol makes up for not having them."
this quote is specially for my buddy edwin, hey dude, enjoy the tipple...u can take over from me liao.i dun drink so much anymore. just like to say that you already know what you want, just go for it..no dream is too wild.no matter what you do, as long as its with passion, no one can ever fault you.
to better local bands and music.
perhaps that is your calling.
this quote is specially for my buddy edwin, hey dude, enjoy the tipple...u can take over from me liao.i dun drink so much anymore. just like to say that you already know what you want, just go for it..no dream is too wild.no matter what you do, as long as its with passion, no one can ever fault you.
to better local bands and music.
perhaps that is your calling.
Sunday, September 12, 2004
MEH GEE
adapted from Maroon5's She Will be loved.
i guess the last line is the most important for me?
nah its not an easy way out in life to compromise, i know some people would think so. its just that u only consider compromise after exhaustion of alternatives.
wouldn't that be nice?
"Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know U tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along"
gonna prepare dinner now..lazy to cook..haha but dun wori its not meh gee...thats how aussies pronounce our fave MAGGI ...
always thinking of u.=*
i guess the last line is the most important for me?
nah its not an easy way out in life to compromise, i know some people would think so. its just that u only consider compromise after exhaustion of alternatives.
wouldn't that be nice?
"Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know U tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along"
gonna prepare dinner now..lazy to cook..haha but dun wori its not meh gee...thats how aussies pronounce our fave MAGGI ...
always thinking of u.=*
Saturday, September 11, 2004
it suddenly rained as i was about to get out to meet ain in the city for coffee, i had hot choc and to develope some fotos as well..hehe...was super late..hahah n why?well i was getting worried about someone i care for alot.heez..the day just seems so greyish when i can't talk to her.been really doing nothing much ydae and today..i guess i had a lot of my mind..dun seem to multitask so well..so grabbed some instant soups too before i went home. stanley is here..so fortunate of meina, he flies here every semester for a couple of days..a cute couple they are..haha..i miss my dearie so much..i betta stay away from them..so i wun be feel affection deficient.haha hmmmm now i just need to think of someway to focus...which is pretty hard..its all or nothing..i got to manage my time well too..getting 8pm-ish here..wonder hw she is feeling. the feeling is always right..always strong...like urself..i will hold ur hand and walk through this together k. =* i just can't stop thinking about yR...i tink i am sick..love sick...n i dun want to get well..heeee =P
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
freak..a couple of library books are overdue and i forgotten about em..not even read any of them yet.sheeesh.went to zap a couple of chapters to make myself feel better..now..if only i got the time to sit down and read them properly.kekekez. nid to decide on a couple of essay topics soon too.getting busy..major essays soon.getting hungry..mm mmmm...lets see...shall i have some instant porridge?kekez..=* i just went to the city for dinner with alan n meina..hmm.checked out this joint tats newly opened.SINgapore chom chom..wel..obviously the P was lacking n honestly it was cool to see all the sporean food available.but its just not tat nice tasting..hahah..had bah chor mee..oni so so...n not enuff vinegar too..at least they have sliced chillis..keke..but it wasn't worth it..from the price and the ingredients that they had..oh well..nothin beats the food back home..missing the company of a certain finicky eater whom i shared much time for dinner n supper..
Monday, September 06, 2004
and thats 3/3 essays done..so far so good..nid a break before hitting all the major essays..its getting busy..but it means i can get home soon too..back to where my heart belongs. whew i am deadbeat.but my mind is in a stir..too excited to sleep...when two becomes one.life so mysterious, now so different. =*
Sunday, September 05, 2004
Friday, September 03, 2004
35 dollars and a bad hair day
my virginal venture since sec school daes into changing my hairdresser..yes..for those ten so years i been always going back to the same fella to cut my hair back in singapore.
woooo n like most first times..there was a feeling of excitment, anticipation, anxiety and regret.
decided to try out this salon where i always see a long queue at lonsdale st.
perhaps seeing so many ppl and great haircuts coming out of this joint made me choose this place to give my first time to..hehe
i guess i miss my colored hair...with it all boring black again..yeap its all chopped off nw.no more long hair or wat is considered long..is now all gone and ..mmm serious looking decent cut i guess?haha someone once said this is what she preferred..haha =*
bad hair dae la...it looked like a patch of grass all over again..feelings of 50cent JW haircuts came to mind n i tot ..wah..disappointment man..oh well..
i tink of it as i nid to cut it anyway before i return home..so its alrite tat i have tis haircut now tat looks suspiciously like armydaes..
my own way of consoling myself..
2/3 essays done..one more to go..but i need to rest..migraine is killing me!
i want to run..but i am so lazy...help guys!i tink i will fail ippt when i get back!ahhhhhhh
woooo n like most first times..there was a feeling of excitment, anticipation, anxiety and regret.
decided to try out this salon where i always see a long queue at lonsdale st.
perhaps seeing so many ppl and great haircuts coming out of this joint made me choose this place to give my first time to..hehe
i guess i miss my colored hair...with it all boring black again..yeap its all chopped off nw.no more long hair or wat is considered long..is now all gone and ..mmm serious looking decent cut i guess?haha someone once said this is what she preferred..haha =*
bad hair dae la...it looked like a patch of grass all over again..feelings of 50cent JW haircuts came to mind n i tot ..wah..disappointment man..oh well..
i tink of it as i nid to cut it anyway before i return home..so its alrite tat i have tis haircut now tat looks suspiciously like armydaes..
my own way of consoling myself..
2/3 essays done..one more to go..but i need to rest..migraine is killing me!
i want to run..but i am so lazy...help guys!i tink i will fail ippt when i get back!ahhhhhhh
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