i'm bloody unhappy at work.
thanks to a boss whose words do more to demoralise then anything else.
Screwed up.
Friday, February 16, 2007
Unhappy
It was a tough week.
4 Missions in 4 Days. Little to no rest, the only thing to look forward to was the upcoming CNY hols.
However this morning, at the debrief which usually takes places after exercises, i left for home feeling very unhappy and unappreciated.
I try to come up with the words to describe what happened but the train of thought just isn't there.
Screw it, A better new year for all to come, please.
4 Missions in 4 Days. Little to no rest, the only thing to look forward to was the upcoming CNY hols.
However this morning, at the debrief which usually takes places after exercises, i left for home feeling very unhappy and unappreciated.
I try to come up with the words to describe what happened but the train of thought just isn't there.
Screw it, A better new year for all to come, please.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap CLap
The unit is undergoing evaluation and pretty soon it'll be a long trip overseas again, the last one i did something like tat was years ago man when i was still in cadet skool.
Its gonna be trying, such a long distance, longing for someone, being unable to reach for and touch the person u yearn for. I will miss my family too.
In a few minutes the Superstar finals would be on.
It has been a year plus since i've came back, what have i achieved so far?
mmmmm nothing really substantial really, i didn't save alot, neither do i think i would be ready to have a car, repay my granny's loan nor be financially ready to settle down.
In the past 29 years of my existence, i am often if not the typical laggard, always the last to come to a stage where my peers have already 'been there, done that'. Sometimes i wished i could pick up the pace and do something first for once, but then again, i've no regrets with regards to the way that i've lived my life for the past 20 odd years.
It may be difficult to imagine, but having dropped out from poly before, then working and bumming for a year or so before heading back to skool to satisfy the social requirement for one to have a proper education in order just to stay with the masses, i think it's quite remarkable that i made it through to Uni.
Although my peers are years ahead of me, i've always believed that there's nothing wrong nor negative about being slower then the rest, in exchange, my perspective on life as well as my own experiences have became so much more colourful. After all i am used to being 'behind' others, i'm after all a december baby.haaa
The rule of equivalent trade. =)
Clap not for me nor my tale of the Alien, but applaude those whom never give up despite only having the backs of others in their sights. =)
Its gonna be trying, such a long distance, longing for someone, being unable to reach for and touch the person u yearn for. I will miss my family too.
In a few minutes the Superstar finals would be on.
It has been a year plus since i've came back, what have i achieved so far?
mmmmm nothing really substantial really, i didn't save alot, neither do i think i would be ready to have a car, repay my granny's loan nor be financially ready to settle down.
In the past 29 years of my existence, i am often if not the typical laggard, always the last to come to a stage where my peers have already 'been there, done that'. Sometimes i wished i could pick up the pace and do something first for once, but then again, i've no regrets with regards to the way that i've lived my life for the past 20 odd years.
It may be difficult to imagine, but having dropped out from poly before, then working and bumming for a year or so before heading back to skool to satisfy the social requirement for one to have a proper education in order just to stay with the masses, i think it's quite remarkable that i made it through to Uni.
Although my peers are years ahead of me, i've always believed that there's nothing wrong nor negative about being slower then the rest, in exchange, my perspective on life as well as my own experiences have became so much more colourful. After all i am used to being 'behind' others, i'm after all a december baby.haaa
The rule of equivalent trade. =)
Clap not for me nor my tale of the Alien, but applaude those whom never give up despite only having the backs of others in their sights. =)
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