Mark looking 'seriously gay' and me happy with food in my mouth. Mark, i will miss you very much, i will save up within the next few years and visit you and sachiko in Paris.

Here we are at their place chilling out and learning the lyrics to the french song in Moulin rouge.Sing it to me Mark!haha Nat i want to hear you sing!heeee =)

Two of my dear friends here in Melb, Mark and Sachiko will be flying back to Japan and then back to France this coming week. I will miss them both so much, Mark is like a brother to me, he embodies the free spirit that i wish i can become one day. Here we are at Shark's Fin House for Yumchar and with me looking absolutely fat-astic.

Roti Prata Dinner at Bismi's along Sydney Road on friday night, Coburg! Over here they have to rename it Paratta for the aussies. =P heee when i sipped on the Teh Tarik, the only thing that could describe what i felt was..HOME!

Check out the Indian Version of FISTS OF FURY.

葡萄熟了，才能釀酒+心成熟了，才懂得愛

如果我不夠堅定 再一次抱着你 打破這無奈的僵局
我該說對不起 還是我真的捨不得?
卻有個聲音 在我心裡 掙紮著要說
Everything Seems So Right When I Am With You.


愛情的幻影。
一瞬間美麗﹐卻一轉眼變陰暗。
It Gave Me The Strength To Love.
你我都陷入了旋渦﹐ 越來越迷惑。


讓我恨下心﹐ 面對你張開的雙手﹐你的擁抱
你毫無防備的聽着我說﹐ Sorry, 我不想。
我心沉沉的﹐ 轉身就走。
天空也開始下着雨了。

I miss my 'sister', karen..i wish she was around to talk to me...

I miss you guys so much...

With that. Its Time.

Just came home after the last presentation i had to do for this semester for my holocaust and genocide studies subject.
Bad idea to keep the presentation slot till the end of the semester only because you'll be so bogged down with work and essays that you can't really do well for both. =P
Anyway it all went well and its time, its time to get into the essay producing mode.


Its the time of the semester when everyone is buried underneath work and books and you can't really be bothered with anything else.

I treated myself to DVDs last week, they were going for cheap and i gotten two titles one of which is my all time fave, Gattaca and I am Sam, which i haven't seen before but heard so much about. Dakota Fanning, made her dedut in this movie and you'll see her again with Mr Cruise in War Of The Worlds if you missed her in The Cat In The Hat.


I hope alls well for my nutty friend.

Flashing my tooth grin and dimple with much difficulty.hah!

Heres Ivan and me at the Belgian Beer booth!woohoo!Beer and waffles!ALMOST as good as it gets!

Beertopia Pix maties! That was on friday nite and yes it was the best drinking session i had so far in Melb.mmmm lotsa beers, some good, some crap. The best bit was hanging out at the booths that has the beer i like, which for that evening was James Squire Golden Ale, (which ran out!boy was it popular!) and all time fave, my blonde beauty, Hoegaarden. =) Check out the crowd!it was almost a stampede to get in!

Your Birthdate: December 12

Being born on the 12th day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about. You are affectionate and loving - but very sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

No GUys, i didnt delete my blog, i am not sure why there is some problem accessing it myself, but by reloading the page, it seems its okie. =) fingers crossed nothing will happen to the blog, its too precious to me, if it does get 'deleted' by no fault of mine, i would be devastated. Beertopia last night was excellent!Had a beery good time with ivan and leon and luke, will post some pics later on today,ehehe didnt take much though...tooo busy drinking!heeee again i must say hoeggarden rocks! more on that later!Going for Starwars now, watching it on a vmax cinema..one of those inbetween a imax and a conventional screen!woohoo!May the Force be with you, ??! hehee =P And to all of my dearest mates out there too! I hope this episode is better then the crappy episode 2 though!

Bookworm

1) Total number of books owned
I Don't really count them and its mostly comic books, spare me the academic ones, i wont buy them when i have to read so many of them already.=)

2) The last book I bought
I bought a book recently,but its not for me,so i cant reveal it here!=P before that it was "Children of Chaos" by Douglas Rushkoff.

3) The last book I read
Orientalism by Edward Said

4) Five? books that mean a lot to me
i) The Five kind of people you meet in heaven.
ii)The Little Prince
iii)The Missing Piece

as you can see, i do not have the time for major leisure readings nowadays... =)

EnRoute to St Kilda Beach.Making plans to go down to the Australian Beer Awards.Pay $35 for 3hours of drinking from a selection of 800 International beers.mmmmm cant go wrong there.You can be sure i will give aussie and Tiger Beer a miss.wahaha!Back to studying for my test and researching for materials for my final essays.

I've got it all wrong.

Crappy day, slept last night wanting to wake up early to do some readings and study for my test but in the end i dozed till ten in the morning.
Here i am now,blogging.
gonna hit the library and the gym in awhile.

I should have kept my mouth shut last night.
Eric. you talk too much.
sssshhhhh.

Sachi.Alas, Mark wasn't there with me.

Me and Nat.(I need a haircut.)

Alan and Ivan.At NextBlue.I miss my drinking kakis.

At the Circus. =)

Fooked Up!

I duno why i felt so irritated earlier on after speaking to Ivan's friend. okie firstly i have no idea who she is and she just goes on about saying the lodge we are staying at is far away from the beginning slopes and lifts, that one day of skiing aint enough and yakka yakka yakka....
So i asked her, are you joining us?
So she isn't...great, although shes organising one for her Uni and ivan might be joining their group if its cheap..i realised i didn't have to waste my time being questioned to no effect by her and so i asked to be passed back to ivan.
I feel depressed and easily irritable lately.
what the fook is wrong with me?

Lindsay's dad just passed away. It hurts i know, i saw how much weight she lost. the Faery has lost her smile.I hope she finds it back soon. Linds always appear strong and she gives the best advice but who are we to understand the grief that may run beneath it all.

Such news always have a dreadful effect on me, i feel vulnerable and the possibility of losing any one of my loved ones seem so scary. I know i am a wuss, whenever i hear of such news or see such things on the tv or newspapers, i feel my eyes welling.
Thanks to the greater power up there, everyone around me is well and safe.
Please continue to watch over them.

I never want to hold back on telling someone that i love them.
Who knows when you can tell them that you love them again?

I love you. And that goes out to all of you whom i know or whose lives that came across mine in their own unique way.

And just to make myself happy.A silly pic of me with my '1st step to being a clown kit' = a red nose. To "Nut" : "your Pic looks better then mine!" Back to reality and school work.zzzZZ

Heres an older pic, after we went cirque de soleil. Had dessert at Max Brenner's. Theres Mark, whom i shall stay with when i get my ass to Paris, soon i hope! Who wants to join me! Will save up for it once i start earning money again.

I really should be working/studying.But i can't.while the rest of melbourne sleeps or toils away into the night. I am up, doing nothing. Shall post some pics here and now, since i am bored..heres me and sachiko. She went clubbing with us the other night.hehe she speaks excellent french, now i wish so much i can speak another language other then mandarin, which i suck at anyway. I hope my tongue aint tat old and stiff when i really get down to learning a new language.

YeeeeaaaH! Kimi won! Good race with finally the Mclaren MP4-20 proved reliable enough for the Iceman to freeze the sizzling hot Fernando Alonso and WIN! wahaha! Need to study for tests soon but i am so bloody slack. Reading more from the net then from books. Oh well, i better meditate. My mind needs to focus so much.Thinking of a certain Nut. (Not distracted,but affectionately)

A tribute to my Mom on Mother's Day. We probably shouldn't have to just say this or be nice to mum on this particular day, but it does help that they make it official so heartless cads like me could remember to say I Love U, Mum, coz i dun say it enough. In fact, i guess most guys prefer to 'show' their love then say it? haha. Perhaps i am different in that sense. =) Mummy gave me some of the best, timeless advice one could get regarding relationships once, its amazing how she could do so and how understanding she was despite the generation gap in terms of how we look at r.s now and her then. I shall not turn this into a rambling of my mum's virtues, which i am sure everyone's mum is capable of as well. In that light, Lets end this post with a silent prayer for our mums (loved ones as well) happiness and good health. Talk to you soon Mum! =D

Late Night,Early Morning.

I Just had a dream. Its funnny what you dream of sometimes.

Anyway, went clubbing last night with Ivan, Alan, Leon and the posse of girls in Ivan's Pimp Mobile.

haha i should have taken a pic of that!hahah!

The place was fun, lotsa young kids,R&B music, they love that in Melb. Its probably sexier to dance to R&B as well and alot less physically demanding for an old man like me.hurhur! People dressed to kill and lotsa beautiful people. But so what? I didn't feel the same about clubbing anymore.

For me now its just about drinking. I had about eight drinks last night? Didn't even feel a thing.
Its expensive for me to go to a club, i have to drink a hell lot more to feel high and really start partying. Bad for health yes. BUt i miss those days drinking with my bros, next time round i wish ivan wouldn't drive so we can see who concusses first.hurhur.

My dear brother back in singapore, Hongda was so tormented by his 'r.s' problems that he called me when i was semi delirious but i tried my best to give him a listening ear as well as hopefully some words of advice.

I know its hard to make a clean break,it takes courage and steely determination to do that. Perhaps people do think that its cruel,but it is in fact the best and fastest way to recover from a messed up heart and mind. You cannot cut off everything but you can reduce the chances of you being reminded of such memories by not keeping in touch, etc.
I like to say, there are only two options, All or nothing. Anything in between is pretty messy.
When u settled the mess within yourself, then we can think about being friends again. Its hard and it may be unfair. But its a workable solution to a timeless problem. This way, with both parties being understanding and mature, could still lead to a strong and special friendship.

However it takes time, some people take awhile, some people take years and some people never look back once they leave.

請把愛的奇蹟給勇敢的人。

When you let the door open, dust gets in and you wish you could just close it and keep things nice and tidy.
You are fine with abit of dust, its probably easier to clean.
True, i agree totally.

That's your room, You have every right to do what you want.

I miss your smile.Especially the 'greedy' one.mmmmm. =P here we are at St Kilda beach.

da whole gang-Nat in Nat's Room. Just made a few calls today regarding the ski trip.Hopefully can get some info by this weekend. In any case, with so many people, it seems difficult to make things happen right at the right time.mmmm shall discuss with the gang later on. Let go of your past and embrace the future,Eric.

Waiting for a Star to fall. Yeah, i probably should have gotten a pedicure.白天看星星= I wish everyday could be like today.=) A hug, cuddlez+a Box of Nude-dles.

My fave foto for 2005 (To Date) =)

My favorite act in Quidam.

"I am Hanging,In a City Thats So Dead,Held Up So High,On a breakAble Thread."

The weekend

The trip to Cirque de Soleil was great! It really made me feel like a big kid again!whahaha!
Shall upload some fotos as soon as i have the time.hehehee!
Had a discussion with the guys about the ski trip and looks like things seem good to go after July the 4th.

For all those whom are able to make it to Melbourne within that time for a 3 day 2 nights Ski trip full of bodyaches and fun moments, kindly let me know if you wish to join us!
Bed space in the lodge are limited but it would really be fun with more people coming!

Alright.till the next blog, please take care all.
Especially you, *kite*.