mussels mussels mussels,belgian beer and great company

i went out after lunch today..since i been back from Bkk, i been recovering from the hectic rush from the past two weeks of KL malacca and Bkk.
fallen sick along the way..but it was really worth it being able to travel ( i feel like going vietnam and cambodia someday soon, anyone interested?) it felt great to be in the company of ivan, henry and yucheng..though i wld say yucheng is too quiet to even make his presence felt along the trip..AHAHH
as for ivan..my hotelroommate..he definately made his presence...he snores like thunder!

i met pauline for awhile before going to case the amulets that i went to thailand for..yes..thats one of my reasons to go thailand too..its not just about sex and sleaze as most of you would think..but theres freedom of though..so so be it.=)

caught up with my fave catwoman earlier too..its great to see her..meows!

i am still deliberating on the purchase of a MP3 player..
only thing thats holding me back is the fact that all my mds will be put to waste if i do not get a md player..but..sadly i do not have confidence in sony products anymore so i need to look around for a md player thats affordable and hopefully still have spare cash to buy the iriver player..
we hung out awhile till i collected my amulets from the shop and then we adjourned to far east square for dinner..ooh..mussels in a pot..and belgian beer..heavenly match accompanied with a wonderful chat about life and relationships with K.

she commented that i seemed more chatty and matured in thinking now..haha
well..sadly this did not come from the one that i had hoped for to say these words..KEKEKE
tsk tsk..how can i be so unnatural?

GONNA grab some shuteye soon..i am paying the guys in camp a visit...
some of them ording later..

i am back from bangkok..
feeling tired and with a sore throat and almost fluish..

went mdm wong after an hours nap upon my return from bangkok ..it felt good to see karen again..haha
my fault that i could not make time to see her though i been back so long.

alan poh was working there too and it seems he will be in melbourne in feb..hopefully he doesn;t change unis coz he is really a nice chap to be with.

woke up and cleared my shopping..washed all of them and felt really tired and sianz the whole dae..
hope i can get over this lethargic mode quik..

the dai jiao..stoned bird for the less hokkien inclinded. aka a cockanathan..but overall nice guy.hahaah hw wld my army life be without this sleepy headed 'neighbour'?

it felt good to see mokie..my all time late night soccer and taiwanese entertainment program cum gym buddy after such a long time..finally the incredible elf decides to get attached.ahah...whens my turn?

yes..edwin is excited beyond words when he realised his nike jersey is 'fake'..hahah just kidding..hahah

heres me feeling that somehow australian beers are so much better

lets get ready to Guess Guess Guess

i am probably giving the euro matches tonight a miss, been quite tired and further more JX and Dan are both not staying up to catch it, its weird to be there all alone to catch the match when they are sleeping..more worried that i be disturbing them, after all i aam not working like them.

went swimming and tanning at the pool today, i was quite bothered by my stick like pale arms and my erupting zits..haha gonna go trya facial soon..nic's gonna show me the place...heez..quite apprehensive but nonetheless excited to try it out and see what its all abt.

yesterday i had my fix of taiwanese variety programs..haha..it was a real chuckle..i misssed these mandarin programs so much..keke..just saw smallville...man i am lost in the whole plot now..but its still the same wishy washy thingy between clark and lana..ain't kristen an absolute girl next door? keke..
what totally turned me off was what came after smallville..meet my kids! oh man..now its the mum who chooses between these 3 guys..one looks like a truck driver..maybe he is.

made some arrangements to meet up with nic for movies and possibly starlight cinema at F canning soon.keke i am looking forwawrd to that..the whole experience..it seems so much like the scenes in archies, cept i am not in my jalopy ..just gonna go for the entire feeling..keke..am i on a mission or what?keke
bangkok,KL,facials and outdoor cinema..if only theres enuff time..probably in dec i be learning diving...
anyone with me?kekeke

i am hoping my time back in spore is spent well and worthwhile and building stronger bonds between existing ones and to create new ones. gonna get back to my tv shows..hahaha...let me think of what i want to eat later on?hmmm..suddenly i have this craving for hot spicy sichuan soups?haha i am weakk for soups man..why else would my email be like it is?

actually the mobile suit piloted by the white haired guy is nice too..haha..have u seen full metal alchemist?its the best anime thats screening now man..but no BB hv to wait for friends to help me download it.keke

oohhoo..finally back in home and well officially i was back since ydae morn..had a rest..cut my hair..had lunch and dinner with mums cooking..keke..cHILLI...wich i missed so much. went devils to have a drink with jimmy and gang and saw the portugal and greece match. pauline and ariel were constantly buggering me with questions on if i managed to a gf over in aust..which is contrary to all common belief, harder then most think. so they went on to badger me to approach some of the ladies around the area we were at..which i politely declined. yea sure they all look fine and its been a while since i saw that much flesh being revealed in terms of tubetops and the 'pieces' of material some wrap around their necks to 'protect' their modesty.it didn't made me feel anything special for anyone..meina is right..i am too idealistic when it comes to relationships..with such lofty ideals..who am i ever gonna find that fits into the ideal mould of a relationship that is sweet and true? its never about the person (how she looks,etc) but due to my reasons why two persons should end up together..of course those who know me will scoff at this, yea i admit lust does play a part too..but practically and honestly all guys lust after girls dun they?so what makes it different from just loving everyone else on the streets? what makes this person special? to make u want to be with this person?(at least for the duration of the relationship)? its easy to just let your lofty ideals go for the sake of being with someone..(selfish) in my opinion..though they are times which i feel that relationships are selfish no matter how u look at it. so what is stopping me from doing so?being a selfish pig that most guys are labelled as anyway? i made a mistake with amelia..i could have been so much better and done more for her that a bf should have and i do not want the next relationship to be what it was. but whats gonna stop girls from doing that to me?'use' u as an escape from lonliness,financial stability,the convenience of going where ever u wan to go, when no one else wants to be your companion? i dunno..so confused..thinking too much just about being attached or not?hmmm..its always easier to opt for the easy alternative..they say all the good men are either dead, gay or married.i say they are all around. its just that single gals never spot these men, for their tame and nonexciting persona does little to stroke the flames of desire in ladies...face it..girls like to feel excitment...one way or another..i am just NOT DANGEROUS enough.it really is an adventure.

how i wish i have one of these

yippppeeeee..the torment of waiting for the exam is finally over with me still having my caffine hangover. i feel a rush of relief and exhaustion..couldn't sleep due to the high levels of caffine i consumed last night..zombieish rite now..packing my bags and getting the room tidied. will be back soon to post more thoughts, right now i need to PACK

i already missed probably the funniest movie of the year.

can someone watch spiderman2 with me? i can't sleep..too much coffee..sheesh.and the adrenaline from exams..=P siao liao

24hours to go

here i am in the library..after a viscous dose of maccachito...a shot of expresso kinda of drink..i feel alert mentally but tired physically.
doing my revision for my paper tmr afternoon..but had to take a break in between coz i was gettin zoned out.

still need to pack my bags..haha nope..not done that yet though i am flying off in less then 24hrs time..

luckily i had a fren driving me to the airport and best of all i got one of them seats near the emergency exits..legroom for me..in stead of being cramped like a sardine..

see u guys soon.

it must be the rain that made me feel this way.

and that scenic moment made in hollywood.

its a rainy day..as well as tomorrow i guess for melbourne.was out shopping..haha yes.shopping. can u believe that we made plans to wake up early so we can go to the myers/david jones stocktake sale? it was quite hilarious..the rainy morning made me regret having to wake early and i stayed awhile in bed..waiting for my hsemate to wake..but knowing her..haah i had to wake up first if not we'll both just sleep in..and keep frances waiting..HEEeez and thus i admit defeat..i can't imagine or understand how girls can disregard hunger (no brekfast) and physical strain on your legs (ask gals to go walk in the park,they'll give u the dirty look,ask them to shop.they'll walk till their shoes get worn, to buy new ones no doubt? =P) i gave up after lunch.probably cause i ran out of things to look out for, i was out looking for a coat..but i realised i was severley cash strapped and so i did the window shopping routine.keke.man..bedsheets and gals..theres a strange relationship between those two.expensive too. tried looking for some dvds that ah jon wanted..but to no avail..trying another joint tmr afternoon. ooh yea.i decided to post the pics of spidey and yEs kirsten dunst..dun u just adore her?i dunno,I DO!keke..theres someting abt her i figure..and no..its not because shes shown the world her 'raisins' in spiderman. but her portraying mary jane just swept my feet away and no peter parker i am not..anyway their love story in the comicbooks is just about the most romantic and bittersweet one i have come acrossed. why this pic of all the others?haha perhaps i missed the feeling and 'taste' of a good snog..it has such powerful properties..to make u feel all fuzzy,warm,electric,horny..haha honest here k. but yes.its amazing how a simple kiss can evoke so many different and powerful emotions and feelings. my lips feel neglected.

just returned back from the library..went to prepare for my paper which is on fri.gosh its really weird studying there.uhv lotsa ppl moving around and funnily..people check u out when u are there...being the typical me..i was really slack n i guess these days the library has became a joint where the fashion police stake out..haha i wonder at times..are these people here for the latest winter fashion show or?but then again..they might be trying to attract/distract those studying there..or should i say attempting to study there.HAHA alrite gotta go nw..joel was not quite prepared when the hairstylist showed him what he was gonna do to his hair...man i love this movie!Myers and David Jones sale tomorrow..gonna check it out..there this winter coat that i love to get..if its on 30percent off..i am gonna grab it.hehee lets see..3more days to go.

i can't wait to play soccer with the guys again..followed by lunch and talk cock kopitiam session after a great game of poor ball skills and attempts not to be on the losing team to avoid buying drinks for everyone.i just printed out all the three essays i need to submit..finally.i guess i probably head to the library to study tmr,i can't sem to do it at home,too much distractions.trying to catch up on my gundam seed series as well, i guess i have to watch it back home. anyone wants to go with me to KL?calling everyone!

yes as u can see..i was reading edwin's blog..i am glad for my brother that he is rediscovering the feeling of love..hahah good luck...get out of the lonelymens club already

just came home after having dinner with jenny (yeap,shes here again on flight to melbourne) and alan. we had dinner at nam loongs at chinatown, great chicken chop rice with thai sauce..haha it seems more popular then the blackpepper one which they had. =P anyway the chilli oil was enough to get my food down and also i couldn't care about if its nice or not..when i could think of is sinking my mouth into some char kuey teow, ba chor mee (extra vinegar and chilli uncle) and the whole works.made a short trip to my place to chill for a while as we chatted about stuff like scuba diving and crappy australian and sporean reality programs. sent jenny back to her hotel as she had an early flight the next morning and went over to france's place for a while before coming back. hmm realli exhausted by then..which intrigues me as i didn't do much today..i probably post the pic i took with jenny earlier tmr...meanwhile i be away at bangkok from 23rd june..looking forward to it as i have been intending to go for ages. can't wait yeap.keke.well for those who believes me..i am there for spiritual reasons. gonna take a shower and edit my last essay,print it out and hand it in tmr at uni..i dun like to keep it with me..anyway i am way before schedule.i find that keeping the essays with me makes me want to change it again and again..which defeats the purpose of me completing it so early.serious revision plus shopping/packing for the trip back home is on my list of to-do stuff for tomorrow.

i done it...the final essay is completed..of course i still need to proof read it and do some editing. other then that, whew..the whole sloggin these few nites sure felt worth it.haha even though it made me fall asleep while midway thru telly earlier..haha..gonna have a good rest and prepare for exams soon.haha speaking of preparation..need to prepare my stomach for oysters and beer...rite?kiddo?kekeke be looking forward to that yeap! good nite/morning people.hahah =P

and edwin looks like he is savouring the flavour from the newest popsicle..give it up for edwin..best crooning partner i've seen and heard so far...lets go biiitccch.haha

i feel so tired man..must be burnt out from all the late nights i been keeping.shucks..the essay is almost finished.but yet i can't find the energy to do so, running out of creative and physical energy. the though of getting my arse back home for the holidays does make it seem worthwhile but not helpful in the energy department. heres a pic of when the time we sang till the machine went dead..remember edwin?haha

you can see the stress has already gotten to some of us..seriously..i feel a sense of anti semitism and as Mr Laden will say..crush the infidel crusaders!

someone should tell him he sucks at that pose, besides now he starts comparing this war with WW2..gosh..and i suppose they are loading up the bigmotherfucking bunkerbusting nuke to flatten iraq and make it a wasteland for the next 200 years.pretty soon we will have petrol that glows. so what say you to enjoy your life before we get killed by madmen like bushie..gosh...ww2?? a few days more to D day..is he thinking of that? bless those whom perished on D day 6th june 1944. lest we forget.

so here we have our favourite mad man president..BUSH.

ala carte

heres a few pics of me..this one is at uni..one of the colleges there..or in spore context..halls of residence.notice my nice handbag..yes..its my favourite and must have....share with you this secret..it will surely get all the gals talking about you..and if you are queer..the guys too.its a summer must have.



heres me again..at the victoria state library in my michelin man suit..its hard to find a decent job here..oh you mentioned the michelin man is white?hey %&$@?!! its no time to be racist! go home stoopid asians!HAH..do not be affected by the propagandic effects of this blog..theres no such display of racism in melbourne.



now it gets interesting ..the stuff i eat ..haha
heres me with my regular brekky, cereals with milk and a blueberry muffin..haha
notice how i deliberately position my notes to create an impression of studious behaviour?wahaha



hold on for this one..no it is actually cooked.
its acutually the luo han zhai that i prepared for dinner on vesak day..vegetarian la..tastes good okie..keke..wanna try?
heres a game, if you could identify what are the ingredients or constituting materials? of this veggierable dish..you will stand to win a fully paid pig out session with moir at chompchomp when i return.
closing date 10th june, vegetarians need not apply. =)

hungry

半夜醒來 一個人 習慣熱鬧的我不之該怎麼辦
曾經擁有美麗我的夢 疲倦的心早已不奢求能挽回
感覺就像還留著甜蜜的回憶
把一切藏心底 不願忘記就讓它過去 我想就快天亮了吧
我睡不著 因為沒有你 我想就快天亮的吧 等不到你
分不清自己 獨自走在冰冷的夜晚 擦身而過的你已不再孤單
愛你的心已經 以隨著你離去的背影
一步一步走出我無力的心我想就快天亮了吧
我們曾經在這裡 我想就快天亮了吧 沒有感覺 沒有感覺
把一切藏心底
我要忘記這段過去 我想就快天亮了吧 我很清醒 還沒有醉意
我想就快天亮了吧 失去了你 已沒有關係

vegetarian today

its vesak day today, vegetarian 1st time ever for me in my life!heez =P

went to this buddhist vegetarian restaurant in the city..wow..they have a meditation and prayer room there too..i been wanting to find such a place of religious worship since i got here..finally..and on the day of buddha's achievement of nirvana as well..
interesting..to think a simple plan for a veggie meal would lead me to the spiritual solace i been seeking for so long.

gonna whip up some luo han zhai now..its assorted veggies and bean products stewed in soy sauce.

keke downside of veggie ( if u are not into it like i was ) is that u get hungry damn fast.

cheerios everyone.its a cold day in melb.

為了信仰愛情的您

after i mastered the art of posting pics on my blog...
they come up with this fuss free way to do so..
tsk tsk..all the hard work..replaced by technology..haha

gonna give it a try soon..hopefuli it allows more pics to be uploaded here too..
so u..those who are loyally ( and i thank you all ) suscribing to a nonsensical piece of wannabe literature.

i realli appreciate those whom do read my blog regularly.
and today i would like to thank you all.
so here goes..

edwin aka the marlboro man
thanks dude..though we didn;t know each other for a long time.we sure clicked like hell yea.all those nites of beery fun and bitching, those nites and notes we couldn't hit but sure tried to during karaokie..are my most frequent thoughts. i be back soon brother.

alan ow == goldenwheels
its great to see you here..neither did i ever tot we wld be having chicken curry and playing indian poker in melb..alas u be leaving soon ..complete ur degree and gettin ur ass back where it belongs..i be back soon..haha one year later then u n i sure hope we keep in touch yeap..

ah gu ==mantonner
hw is it going?dun hear from you much and didn't seriously expect u to be reading too..but i am sure glad that u did..always farni and my all time wrestling freakzoid..i am gona wrestle u when i get back..till then..keep on rolling...hhaahaa

irene
now that my blog is ur online necessity...how about letting that translate into some form of financial assistance for a poor student?haha its been great knowing ya..n though tings didn't work out..the experience was worth it rite?all the best n dun wori..uncle agony is always here.haha

nicole
it sure is getting weird is it not?this is bad..we must stop the rot.haha or is it always and just me? sighz.i need to think of wat to write..tis is bad..hhaha gosh.

hmm..who else are there?
i guess there's probably lots..haha hope so..
but hey ..let me know who u are.

gonna shower and watch gundam seed..its really addictive.
hmm another week to go.

to all those who still believe in love.
i salute you
as a fellow believer whos still searching...